because I want what I can’t have, and I can’t have what I want. It’s a terrible combination and its getting old fast.

I hate that they sell love in movies and TV as easy, ideal, passionate, unconditional and equally reciprocal. The protagonist’s many redeeming qualities win out and if there’s a period of conflict, a resolution and a happy ending follow. We all know who’s supposed to end up with whom in the end, and its just a matter of time before they realize it too. Well when this doesnt happen in real life, I feel like its my own fault that I dont have any of that. It sucks to give it all and get nothing back, but it sucks just as much to be given everything but feel nothing back. 

Moral of the story: Everything sucks, I need to watch less TV, and see less stupid Twilight. Sorry for the angsty rant if you actually read this, and goodnight!